A safe place

Fear and

Ambivalence

Sending me to the

Only safe place I’ve ever known

I didn’t think that it would change so much

Now it is dark and chaotic

 

Unable to sort through

The disarray surrounding me

To find the answers

that will give me rest and peace

And acceptance of my decisions

 

Feeling as if I am

disappointing others

But worse yet

Feeling disappointed in myself

With no haven to

Help me understand

How to make sense

Of these feelings that

Are causing so much pain

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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